Tag Archives: fear

They know it’s time to go

Posted on September 17, 2017 by pinklightsabre

After 89 days without a good rain it was definitive it would come back Sunday. We were gearing up for the first fire of the season, a stew, some red wine, music. We’d move the patio furniture to the garage, … Continue reading →

Posted in Memoir, musings | Tagged fall, fear, identity, Memoir, pacific northwest, Sandy Denny, self, sentiment, sentimentality, writing, yoga | 16 Comments

Portrait of a spider trapped in my sink

Posted on August 25, 2017 by pinklightsabre

I’m not afraid of you spider though you are ugly, you look different than me I know the care you take to build your webs with the lace from your body you lay traps to feed yourself (as a writer, … Continue reading →

Posted in poetry | Tagged acceptance, equality, fear, Peace, poem, poetry, racism, spiders, William Pearse writer | 20 Comments

Field notes from the Pacific Coast | up Ulrich’s Couloir, Stuart

Posted on May 31, 2017 by pinklightsabre

I was probably the only student in class who fell that day, and the instructors pretended not to notice, either to save me the embarrassment or because they were embarrassed themselves. How do you fall on a belay? I couldn’t … Continue reading →

Posted in writing | Tagged aging, Alpine climbing, fear, fear and writing, field notes from the pacific coast, identity, Memoir, mid-life crisis, Mount Stuart, Mountaineering, Pacific Northwest hiking, Peter Matthiessen, The Snow Leopard, William Pearse writer, writing | 7 Comments

Now my heart is full

Posted on May 2, 2017 by pinklightsabre

Perhaps our hearts are different sizes like cups made by joining palms, closing seams— we don’t know their size until they’re empty or full and even then, it’s unclear: their only job is to hold, a place to store things … Continue reading →

Posted in poetry | Tagged fear, poem, poetry, postaday, vulnerability, William Pearse writer | Leave a comment

What I learned giving speeches when I was 12

Posted on August 4, 2016 by pinklightsabre

In last week’s Democratic National Convention comedian Sarah Silverman quoted her shrink, who said ‘we don’t get what we want, we get what we think we deserve.’ I don’t remember why I chose to compete in an oratorical contest when I … Continue reading →

Posted in inspiration, musings, writing | Tagged allentown, creative nonfiction, DNC, fear, Memoir, Mountaineering, Optimist Club, pacific northwest, positivity, Sarah Silverman, self-empowerment, theater, William Pearse writer | 23 Comments

Ghost house gun control exit

Posted on July 12, 2016 by pinklightsabre

The life of a housewife, a house-husband chiseling away at the laundry, a Greek myth rolling a boulder uphill only to be crushed by it again day-in, day-out: strict rules enforced in the refrigerator with shelves devoted to dairy, to … Continue reading →

Posted in musings | Tagged creative nonfiction, Dallas shootings, fear, gun control, mass shootings, Memoir, postaday, violence in America, writing | 12 Comments

Uncommon denominators

Posted on October 3, 2015 by pinklightsabre

Today we put down a deposit on a used car in a town we couldn’t pronounce that sounded like a slur or spit coming up — Eberhard got right on the used car search with his handy at the Bahnhof … Continue reading →

Posted in travel | Tagged 70s music, blogging, European travel, expats, family, fear, German culture, Germany, Memoir, men, midlife crisis, parenting, Schengen, Wordpress, writing | 8 Comments