Knowing we had it good then but not realizing how much.
It can be scary for a contractor without the promise of work lined up after you end a gig, like a trapeze artist letting go of one swing and reaching out for the next.
Early morning walks from the cottage in January as the light is coming on earlier day by day.
Who gets a day with nothing to do? What time is this?
Days the world just settles in around you.
It was hard to live with an eye for detail and not crumble beneath the weight of these corrections.