After waking up the next favorite part of my day was going to bed. I curled my back in a yoga twist and lay facing the glow of the bistro lamps on the chicken coop.
I woke and slept hard: shot out of bed like a bean sprout, sloughed off like corn silk. Swaddled in the dark on both sides of the day ticking off the minutes and calendar squares.
Getting my clippers out and cutting down the garden mint. The Sisyphean act of sucking up leaves in the tractor and emptying them in the compost. All the browns and yellows like confetti.
I would often go back to that morning I left for Mount Rainier when it was so early and dark and we learned Ozzy Osbourne just died. I’d gotten my camping permit and was climbing the mountain in my car up that long curling road with the wondrous views literally banging my head to Black Sabbath. It felt like the summer would never end.
But it does and that’s worth celebrating. We roll the seasons up the hill and back again.
A time now for lentils simmering and warm spices, the blower fan on the wood fire stove. Some seasons are like getting up and others, going down.
Categories: Creative Nonfiction, Poetry, prose

Musical luminaries are falling like autumn leaves, aren’t they? Being vacuumed up by time.
I love that waking up gives you a kick. (And not just because it’s preferable to the alternative.)
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I get more of a kick from going to sleep which I’m not proud of but so be it. Deflate like a balloon.
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I was sitting in a meeting when someone said Ozzy had died. I hadn’t heard and my jaw hit the table. He’d just played that big ass goodbye concert a couple weeks before. I’ve been thinking for years that I don’t know what I’ll do when McCartney goes. Tomorrow I am travelling to San Antonio to see his show. Saw him for the first time in 2022, here in Fort Worth. In the words of Rick Rubin, it was surreal, like watching a mythical figure from the past…. how is it possible he’s walking the earth right now, much less in the same room as me? he wondered. And he’s right. It makes no sense. Reconciling the grainy black and white season with the right now season, which is rolling back down.
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I’m so happy for you you get to see Paul! My heart swells at the thought, that scream. I never really appreciated Helter Skelter but I’m imagining him belting that now. Let me know how it is! So glad to hear, thanks for sharing.
And oh by the way, I’d never seen Spinal Tap before and now I’ve watched it twice in the past month. I really understand the Stone Henge moment now you referenced for me oh, 10 years ago.
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Lol, I don’t think I knew you’d not seen Spinal Tap, just assumed you had. I grew up steeped in hair metal/heavy metal, so that one was right smack in my wheelhouse and watched it many times in my late teens / early twenties. I’d be curious to know how it landed with you seeing it lo these many years later
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I watched it twice in a short span and really loved it of course. I’m a big Christopher Guest fan so it’s funny I went so long without seeing it. Watched it with my mom and Laszlo first and then with Dawn. It’s cool it’s like they were just discovering this new brand of humor so it’s very organic of course, and since I think a lot of it is ad lib right? That’s very fun to watch.
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Yes pretty much all ad-libbed I believe, and maybe the first of its kind, setting the stage for The Office and Curb and others like it? I think? Don’t quote me. Not sure yet the sequel is a good idea but I will see it either way. Can’t not.
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I would hope out of respect for the form the new cast would ad lib also; interesting challenge…
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